How Can I Get My Lost Frenzy Back?

These fingers were as restless as a virile runner doing miles around the fileld, never getting tired; that young atlete must have been me... pounding the keybord's keys and writing another night away! How can I get my lost frenzy back? I get home at a quarter to one, fix myself a cup of sweet tea, hoping to fall asleep in an hour, then glued to the computer screen, I write another poem and enter a new contest; and before I glance back at the clock, it's already five o' clock a. m. and constantly yawning, I moan with malcontent! Only once, I promised myself to take a break and let my fingers rest; and that promise I broke with an incredible urge: the very next day, I went back... with the slowness of a hunch-back, knowing that I had lied to myself... I didn't regret my cheating on my weary fingers! How could I have done such a naughty thing to them? And now, I am typing very slowly as if I am having a writer's block, they are punishing me for being too unfair! Oh, I should have shown a little pity for them, let them relax an entire week...forgetting they existed; and they would have appreciated my concern and kindness!