Hoping My Words Will Find Their Way

The snow shining so bright from the reflection of the night moon in the winter sky My mind drifts wondrously back into the past Remembering so vividly of you looking so intently deep into my eyes And thinking of how we thought what we had would last We would hold each other ever so tight Whether it was over the phone or we were with each other right there During the day or deep in the night It didn't matter cause we had one another, so we did what we had to do and took it at that without a care Laying wrapped up side by side I could hear your heart beating along with mine Those feelings neither one of us could completely hide Those moments forever captured in time Seems our thoughts of us lasting back then however, were wrong So we had said goodbye and tried so hard to move on But although hiding what I felt for you worked for awhile, I've been in love with you all along True love never dies nor is it ever completely gone I'm here in this place with all my regrets and misery It all runs so extremely deep hitting my heart hard and ravishing my soul All I know is that I need you here with me I know I need to regain, over myself, some form of control I sit here and wait for you Hopeing each day, what I'm saying here, soon you may come to realize Yes I do this partly because this is what I choose to do But also because it's never ever too late and sometimes, to get it right, it takes many tries I write my words within these poems upon paper, they are so truly how I feel Here on these pages are what, to you, I still need to say In some small way they kind of help me to somewhat heal And they help me also make sure all my thoughts that are needing to be said Don't get trapped, stuck, and lost within my head And to insure that to you my words will find their way