Hope They Are Happy

Regretting alot of my past, Cause I know I lived it wrong, I let so many people down, And did it for much to long, I've watched tears roll from eyes, Knees fall straight to the ground, Seen people just give up completely, Walking away without a sound, The kids I once took care of, Are no longer apart of my day, After the evil took control of me, Everything I loved faded all away, I wish I could go back in time, To make all of my days right, But I know that's not possible, Guess i'll just keep praying at night, Praying that everyone I have hurt, Lives a happy and normal life, Don't think I deserve happiness, I'll just continue living in strife!!