Hope Or Hopelessness

HOPE OR HOPELESSNESS Can your savior also be your villan I see my family's eyes can I really tell em This hurt inside is bursting out Should I really say what this is about A slap of the face , a burst of the mouth Out I scream, but all he does is shout Ugly, fat, good for nothing If you think that's bad let me tell u something Kisses of love for another girl I wish I were in another world Feeling abused, used, but that's no excuse So many lies, denys, where is all the proof? Denial takes form in my brain What can I do to ease the pain? Walk away , run as fast as u can There is more to this world he is just a man Cross my heart and hope to die He doesn't know I'm carrying his child How many years must I go through Until I'm torn broken, battered , blue? Get the hell out run , scatter But when he says he's sorry that's all that matters. A hug an embrace, a peck on the cheek My tears they fall so humble so meek Broken promises repeated again I pray the lord a angel to send Hold me close so close to u Abusive by nature but to my heart so true.