Holiday Dreams

Its been so many years since I shared this holiday so long now i cannot recollect the hour or the day I last saw the christmas lights shine upon their face or sang a christmas carol as they sneak the candy canes twenty-five last goodnight's brings the magic of Santa's sleigh or kissed their gentle faces on an early christmas day for the choices I have made did steal it all away all the memories we shared trauma covered with the pain to loose those darling memories seems the price of all my shame I am hopeful for the future now for yesterday is lost to me but tomorrow is mine to have tomorrow is mine to see And the blessing thats bestowed upon my torn and saddend family is the blessing of true freedom shines the light of sobriety So this year will be the first in all its reality that we will gather , eat and sleep reunited as family. MERRY CHRISTMAS XOXOXOXO