Holding Back Tears

It was a dark and stormy night you could say its "the story of my life" Sitting in a park watching a plane take flight Thinking of you and all the strife Now I sit in dark rooms while i watch the shadows move pushing out all my fears while holding back my tears Wondering why I see you at night not in person, its not real life My heart in pain, my chest isnt right I really thought you would be my wife Thinking of how i used to hold you near And all the joy you brought me was so clear Now all the good memories are a blur While I sit in a dark room holding back tears