Him

Everything I said was a lie, Believe me I never wanted to make you cry. I love you with all my heart, But I was the one who tore us apart. I realize now that what I did was wrong, We've been dealing with this for too long. I know all we do is fight and hate, And now I want you back, but its too late. Things were different before we met, Now we seem to be caught in this huge net. But was it right for you to hurt me? And the sad thing is that you could never see You couldn't see how bad it hurt You are just a big flirt. I thought I could trust you But how can I when your constanly lieing to You say you want me back and everything will be fine So I try it out and realize its just a waste of time. Were we ment to be together I don't know, But everyone is starting to see your little fake show. They're seeing how bad you treated me, And in your mind your saying who is she? She's just another girl to mess around with, You say you love me yet its another myth. I wish I could be happy with you, Yet you make me feel like I mean nothing to you. You wonder why I'm always mad, But you can never tell when I'm sad. I remeber the day When I never had to worry and everything was okay. But things changed. You've Changed. I'm tired of pretending that everything is okay, When the truth is I'm not. You used to be that one I could trust and tell everything to But now I'm to scared, and know it won't matter to you. Your never there You never seem to care. Just why cant I be happy, and smile? We were together for such a long while. But I guess our time is up, So I'll see you when your not fake. I remember who the real you was, And now I couldn't tell you who you are. I cry myself to sleep thinking that one day things will change between us, But my heart feels like its been ran over by a bus. I wish to be that happy couple again, But its hard when your off fooling around.