Hidden Pain

I fight hate with every breath 
concealed in self-control
Beneath the surface evil haunts 
the peace within my soul

These tortured thoughts which fill my head 
are tearing me apart
From deep within I feel the pain 
of  questions in my heart


My peace of mind is faltering 
but how long shall it last
Before I relive all the pains 
within my tortured past

The battle rages inwardly 
to mask constant deceit
Transformations of the soul 
are all but incomplete

I'm stuck between the man I am 
and who I use to be
My attempts at peace are useless 
since I'm bound by misery

All the terrors and the pain 
have finally taken hold
As I fight hate with every breath 
concealed in self-control
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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