Hidden Feelings

Are you okay? I ask I'm fine she typed as the blood dripped from her wrist I’ve been there before I understand *The next week* I call her shes crying I ask her if shes alright I want to believe she will say no I need you will you stay but instead she convinces me shes okay as I end the call she ends her life after all she was always there for me why wasn’t I there in her time of need I just can’t stop thinking its my fault I could’ve stopped her but in reality nothing would have stopped her maybe I really haven’t been there