Hemorrhaging From the Heart

It's finally burst open, Stabbed by despair, Live or die, You surely don't care... What's the use? What have I achieved? Is there something? Or am I just self-deceived? These feelings wash over one, Just like a wave, Unstoppable by anything, It's oblivion you crave Sleep, death, drugs... You will try anything If it shrugs... This God-awful pain... It just goes on and on, Like an endless rain On the heart such strain... Till it's bursting time And peace finally comes And the mind separates From what was once known As "reality" Now you are somewhere else You don't know where But there's no one to ask No one to share You're floating in a vacuum A void... Still alone, And quite annoyed!! ha ha, gotch'ya?