Help After Too Late

I cried out to no reply people need to realise they only cared after "always" is a lie now their care is projected it's clear to see, detected, but when needed rejected, shown now and respected what good is a doctor when you die, or a lifeguard ignoring the cry, a firefighter who doesn't firefight, as good as friends were to I friends in hindsight once ignorant to my plight great friends in my life didn't help me fight people I do not need wouldn't listen let alone bleed only out for selfish greed blaming change solely on me