Hells Gate

Half way to wisdom half way to hell been traveling so long can't really tell. Sometimes in front, sometimes behind, knowing that wisdom is a state in my mine! I wake every morning put my mask on. forgetting my wisdom whats really wrong? What am I doing here? do not really know? Don't have to stay I could “just go”? But the hell of it is! I don't really care. life's been joy, laugther, dreams,love....despair, “life's mental breath”! Makes me wait, half way to wisdom, just outside.... hells gate!