Hell of a Year

January freezes my blood Crack the ice and split my skin February bloodies my romance Let go and watch the rose pedals spin March colors my envy I never discovered a four leaf clover April drenches my eyes Suicide fog begins to haze over May plants my flowers White daisies for upward pushin' June reconstructs my smile Thank God razor blades got no cushion July incinerates my everything Nothing belongs to me August annihilates my sunlight In this blackness I cannot see September collapses my sanity Rubble and smithereens left to decay October perfects my malice The Devil's come out to play November thanks my misfortune Leaves and bullets descend as I ask it December shovels my snow To make way for the burial of my casket