Heaven Would Purge

Her existence was an open book, 
damaged from what her past had took, 
No evidence or resemblance 
of any confidence sought 
never ending battles she 
had always fought 
emotions she tried to manage, 
resistance to feelings she had caught 
Her confessions said with discretion, 
all directions led to unwanted aggression 
leaving on her body disgraceful impressions
Any mention of affection 
she felt deafen by their deception 
All perception of what was 
good controlled lessons learned
Ravaged by her past and all 
she had endured
Saddened by the haunting of ghosts 
from the past 
Maddened by the daunting 
battles she had amassed 
Perfection just out of reach 
she questioned each connection
Corrections attempted  
became obsessions challenged 
as she imagined what she was taught  
Exhaustion overtook her as 
rejection was all she endured 
Depression was her defect, 
making her feel impure
Felt a disgrace she was forced 
to embrace and merge 
Wishing that all her lessons 
would become a blessing 
and her sins heaven would purge
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Alex Avatar
May 24, 2021 at 12:32 AM
Very powerful feelings and so the words.
Chiri Avatar
May 24, 2021 at 10:23 AM
Thank you so much!;)
Fleming Avatar
January 4, 2021 at 9:32 AM
It is a veritable outpouring, Poetess -- an absolute deluge! Has your very own undeniable stamp of authenticity regarding the unmistakable flavour. Powerful stuff! With fondest thoughts. :) john
Chiri Avatar
January 6, 2021 at 1:34 PM
John you are far too kind to me thank you!:)
Rodrigues Avatar
January 3, 2021 at 6:11 PM
Heartfelt.
Chiri Avatar
January 6, 2021 at 1:33 PM
Thank you Kim!;)
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