Heaven Was Visible For a Moment

HEAVEN WAS VISIBLE FOR A MOMENT There was this brief moment in time. You, where the essence that lit up for me, heaven. You, shone so bright, You, made my life so sublime. There where no ghostly shadows to haunt my hours, to darken my days. There was this beautiful magic - so alive. Now it is but a strange mystery - one to strive for an answer, an understanding is the direction that will keep alive one's passion, one's compassion. I closed my eyes and saw us there. I opened them - once again, alone, I am here. Alone, I do believe, is what so many, many fear. For you my Dear, I have shed many, many a tear. I know only to well, you want to move on. I know only to well, between us, all has gone. I see it in your beautiful dark brown eyes. I know that all you may have felt for me, dies every time you have to come in contact with me. This I believe - with your every action - is what I see. A future for your Heart, your Spirit, your Soul, is what you are searching for and this I know. So Xiao Ling, tell me, how do I let you go ?, knowing how much I Love You, so. B. J. "A" 2 January 8th 2011