Heartbreak

I really feel that my soul is sold. 'Not only' the air we breath that make us feel cold. Can the world hear my voice? I tried ,but I cannot cope. I'm trying to keep my voice silenced, but I'm carrying much load. Me,and the pain,I don't know how we became best friends. I befriended someone toxic,or should I say the worst? Will it be okay if I send life a goodbye text? Such that there'll be peace 'in the part that will come next'.