Heart Broken

Just wish I die I know you can hear my heart cry Even if it doesn’t matter to you the length at which I sigh But why? You told me I was your groom, yet you took me like your broom You told me I was your honey and made me spend all my money I took away my pride just to make you my bride I almost lost my life trying to make you my wife I pampered you, yet you had me in your pampers I decided not to let your dreams slip-off, yet you took me like your slippers I bought you many phones just to make sure you never lose your tones I even forsook the scriptures, believing that in you I could find the true picture of my future I disobeyed my mother just to make you my first choice I made you number one my merit list, yet you had me last on your supplementary list I wrote your name with a golden pen in the widest tablet of my heart And made you my priority, yet you had me in the minority Like major networks, I made you glow with pride and rule your world everywhere you go, and now you are talking Why do you disappoint my feelings and get me kneeling You make my heart skip per second billing with no filling My heart is failing me… My kidneys are losing their bonds in covalence My members are in search of a new beginning For darkness has eaten up the silent chord of a gentle soul If only I listened If only I read the sign If only I knew the season and time If only I searched the scriptures If only I saw the future If only I could have another chance to make it better But only if I waited…