He knew it was poisonous

He knew it was poisonous,  
but it was all too much.  
To him it was a coping mechanism.  
It got him through the day.  

All the things he expected  
that did not turn out  
the way he expected them to  
tormented his sober mind.  

The mind needed some sort  
of a distraction, something to  
put the pressure off.  
Poisonous it may be,  
it took the pressure off.  

All the missed chances,  
all the chances that were not taken,  
all the losses in that moment  
they did not matter.  

He once cared how he looked,  
but no more. If it wasn’t for it,  
he would have even jumped  
on to a highway, not caring what happens.  

He knew it was poisonous,  
but it was all too much.  
The pain was too deep.  
A bad seed provided him with life.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2026

Poem

Post Comments

Poetrysoup is an environment of encouragement and growth so only provide specific positive comments that indicate what you appreciate about the poem. Negative comments will result your account being banned.

Please Login to post a comment

Be the first to comment on this poem. Encourage this poet.

Get a Premium Membership
Turn off ads, get more exposure for your poetry, and get more features with a Premium Membership.
Book: Diverse Voices: The Poetry of Human Rights and the Pursuit of Peace