He Decided To Keep Me Here

I figured I would go right up to heaven So I was ready to die, wishing for it actually. Expecting to see my relatives, and my favorite dogs I closed my eyes begging for God to take me But He decided to keep me here Jesus came to me in a dream and His will was clear I had work yet to do And was not going to find relief What I needed was a different doctor I was disappointed, but he is God And I am merely his servant, And a sinner to boot He did not talk about any of my indiscretions But I felt them none-the-less They actually ran around in my mind as He spoke I decided to get better, do better, be better So maybe when He was ready, I would be able to go to heaven The way I was going had to be revisited, Rethought, and reevaluated. He did that for me. And I found a new doctor who kept me alive. Not as alive as going home, But alive enough for me to change my sinning ways. So thank you O’Lord.