Hatred My Poison

Hatred, my poison That which clouds my thoughts my reason can no longer translate The right from the wrong - They might be the same. God has no say in this For I never heard his voice Conscience has abandoned me Along with all emotion; I am numb. Whence the loathing? No answer heard. What my will and purpose? Not a voice to let me know. Left behind by time itself Like a newborn child Left at the step of an orphanage. "Life has no meaning," A stronger belief today, A fact may be tomorrow. How can I walk the path with useless feet? Imbecile, lost and craving pain Ravenous, I'll trade my wrath! Uncontrolable utter loath: A friend with a mask Is really a foe. Curse the one who made the clock, The calendar, the temporary blood, And the process of death - Which is life. Hatred, my poison, Isolation my remedy.