Hateful Love

I hold for you, hateful love in my heart For I do blame, whatever happened, on Fate I have moved on with life, and so have you But our story does still make me feel so blue I hate you because you broke me You changed me, you scarred me You did not even have for me, an ounce of pity Instead, you lashed out at me, with venomous cruelty All because I was in love with what you represented A young and charming boy, well educated With looks that attracted my emotions With eyes that ignited in me, desirous obsessions I hate you because you moved away Caring not about the fact that you covered my alley With dirt and rubbles, with darkness and demons Why, I hate you for having imbibed in my heart, stained stones But I also do love you, for I have come to submit to life Mind you, such is merely because of my belief in my faith Yes, I love you and I want to see you prosper Even if to my messages you never deem it necessary to answer I want you to master the world, I want you to shine bright I do hope that I never get to see you in a needy state I want you to laugh at everything life has to offer I do pray and ask that your stand, life does deem right to pamper Yes, I do hatefully love you I do know that I shall never again see you Such does make me smile painfully But in the end, life does merely resume around our duty I do hatefully love you Nor a friend are you Nor an enemy are you But pray, know that I do hatefully love you! For Contest Oxymoronic Obsession Spon: David Lindsay