Hateful

don’t think i don’t understand you everything you say i get it truly i do the feeling never goes away. everyone hates me. nothing is for sure anymore it seems like death’s tapping on the door. the blood is dripping from my pen the walls are covered with our sins sometimes i feel i don’t belong theres something bad always going on why do i always feel like i’m in the wrong? what makes you hate me so bad what did i do to you to make you want to turn away and never look back? what made you leave was i really that bad? all the arguments the anger and the pain keeps coming right back. i hate you for the agony, the ever present reckoning, the seconds of insecurity, the lies that fly from out your teeth. the words you fail to some how speak, the way you make me feel so weak. the irony is killing me. i need you but i need to leave. the end of me was always you. we are worlds apart i thought i knew. into the night is what we hoped was true but nothings left of me and you. what makes you hate me so bad what did i do to you to make you want to turn away and never look back? what made you leave was i really that bad? all the arguments the anger and the pain keeps coming right back.