Hate To Love

I hate to love you but love you I do, I wish I didn’t as you don’t love me too. To win your heart is an impossible task, Trying to see you whilst, keeping on a mask. To hide how I feel and my own desires, Again it’s impossible to keep up the lies. You see it in my eyes and actions too, The tension builds up and makes us feel like pooh, I hate to see you upset or unease, To think that I caused it, makes me feel a right sleaze. I wish I could hate you but I just simply cannot, Instead I love you more and end up hurting you a lot. I want to stay away, but the pain is just too great, But when I am with you, it is me that I do hate. I need to be there for you, I feel I really do, At least I really want to be, but I fear that I may loose you. Your kids are one in a million and three in one household, I love them as much as I love you and, I’d like to watch them grow old. I am sorry for all this stupid biz,, You’ve been through enough as it is, I never wanted to upset you so, I really don’t want to see you go. I’m sorry for making you feel so low, I really hate to love you, you know.