Harder

Sometimes things are harder - than I feel that they should be. Some they make you stronger- So, why do I feel so weak? Perhaps because I'm tired- from all the battles that I've fought. And maybe I should think- about the lessons that they've taught. But sometimes it is hard- to try to find the silver lining. So when my thoughts get dark- I think of reasons to keep trying. For my Claire Bar, Bubba James- and for my Colty Boy as well. I love my "Shuga-Boogas" more than my words could ever tell! So when I'm feeling sad - and I feel my world fall apart. I think of them and smile- because they're always in my heart! I Love You -Mommy :)