Hard

It hurts so bad my heart is so mad and unbelievably sad i try so hard... so hard to be something im not all the makeup in this world cant cover what i seem to be through the eyes of men my body i wont give up so easy to you i do nothing i dont want to,i do it to stop the curiosity that runs through my veins. i hurt to know my heart has been teased and for what?!what did my heart do to deserve this act of cruelty but want to love you. i want to be kissed often and cared about when im with you i want it to be me and you i want it to be foreal i want to write books about your smile and the way you look and dress,words get gumbled with emotions of hate and love with little hope to find you. anyway ill love you and use you as my model of wonderful poetry.