Happy Past

Staring out into space I bury my face in my hands Where am I headed? What can I do? I’m still depressed, Still getting over you. I could end it all, Take the easy way out Carrying on is so hard to do The only thing harder, Is letting go of you There was a time that I was happy A time I felt fine That all ended, When you said you weren’t mine I’m so lost in this world now I have no clue what to do No idea where to go I have one last entry to make, In that long list of dates I kept I have letters to discard Notes still needing trashed It’s so hard, letting go I don’t want to forget my happy past