Happy Am I

Happy am I Sadness filters through my open window like unwelcome sunlight Leave me alone Let me decay in my misery Like a forgotten rotting corpse Let my muscles seize and my eyes turn to glass Let me wander the summer streets in search of my lost soul Let me turn to dust Like fleeting memories of school days past I'd say I'd whisper to you to let you know I'm there But that would be a lie I'll pass through your dreams Like an old favorite song Try to remember those fond spring nights