Half

As I sit down thinking I am breaking in half The realisation dawns that half is still substantial Regardless if in half my brain tik toks so fast That I realise half is still better than what I had in the past It took me years to get here To bare the sword of a man Who's past scared him so bad But with those lesson's learnt it strenghtens the heart So if I sit here saying half is better than what I had Does that mean half means I am a better man Does that mean half makes me better off now Does that mean half although unchosen, unwanted and broken means I am better and more developed now than the path I had chosen I guess so