Hahah
hahah
yeah i'm laughing
yet i'm dying
i want to die
i've needed to die
i look out the window
see all the smiles and happy faces
while i'm inside just sitting
looking at a bottle of pills
and a bottle of whiskey
i'm ready to just take them
i'm ready to lay down and die
i lost the love of my life to someone else
i saw you kiss
you saw me
you tried to explain
all i could do was stand there
i want to let go
let me let go
i just sit there laughing
i was so foolish to think you would stay
i was foolish to think you loved me back
i was so foolish
i take the pills...
i empty the bottle in my mouth
i drink down the whiskey
i'm ready
but you come home...
you see me crying
you cause me to throw up
"why didn't you let me die?"
i yells at you
you just looked at me as you held me
i passed out
the next day you left
i cut so deep
i was finally letting go
finally
i passed out as i looked outside
i slowly lost consciousness
my life was fading
the light in my eyes was fading
so close
almost
just a little more...
and...
gone...
i was finally free
from you
from the world
from myself...
i was finally at peace...
finally...
Copyright © Felicia Driessen | Year Posted 2017
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