Had I Known

I knew it! I knew it was not real Yes I knew it I knew you were not for real I knew it I knew you were not fit I knew it I knew you were a fraud I knew it I knew you were not ordained by the Lord I knew it right from the start I knew it I knew it never came from your heart I knew you never wanted me but my body I knew you never loved me I knew it! I knew I will end up bitterly cursing the day I met you I knew it I knew I meant nothing to you I knew it Yes I knew it But I never expected it to be this sudden No! No!! No!!! I never knew it will not last like our quickie I never knew! Had I known! I would not have fallen so deep Not knowing you will end up making me weep At night I cannot sleep For our memories will not let me be But what choice do I have Than to let go of you Even though I still love you