Growth

There are not one but too many opinions and views.
Not promoting self-growth, but more what you'll lose. 
An imagined past of wayward direction. 
Now understood through intimate reflection. 

Sought after days of laughter and vitality. 
Produced by a substance to the pending reality. 
Waking up resentful, with dignity scorned. 
Wishing you picked up when your conscience telephoned. 

Remorse rears its head in numerous ways. 
Mainly anxiety-driven for hours and days. 
Self-deprecation then societal acceptance. 
To atone and excuse our own self-neglectance. 

Internalising the notion 'it's just what we do'. 
Realising they know a version, non-existent, of you. 
They look for that person they created and yearned. 
But what was constructed and taught can then be unlearned.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2023

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