Grievance With Myself

I have a grievance with myself In my thoughts, my words and deeds And I've come to the conclusion Maybe I shouldn't be I am who I am, I cannot help What I think or feel I strive to live a good life Yet at times it's so surreal I love, I laugh, I even cry Regrets I've had my share At times I've felt the world's wronged me At times I've felt it cared And no matter how I try To put my feelings on a shelf They come right back that's why I have This grievance with myself