Grief

It's hard to grasp grief when it does come? Different for all when losing someone It never came on the day that you died Or following weeks that passed on by When your body was gone and turned into ashes Grief remained distant and I stayed distracted Distraction from sinking alone in own thoughts Trying so hard to not be so distraught I felt it today it hit me so hard Grief flowed through my impermeable guard The guard that keeps the pain at bay The guard that pushes tears away It was then I broke and realized your gone Not coming back I’ve lost someone I hope you rest peacefully and that your soul is free When the time comes you will be waiting for me.