Got Me Waiting

We all want to stand for whats right, But sometimes our life's pause, Because our wait is the biggest fight, This is the times for decesion making to max out your flaws, Now is the time to stop,wait,and think, to deal with what comes as it comes, Not to just make your failures small not to just shrink, but to neutralize the failures,to see what comes out as the sum, Im not sure about myself, I am truely at a tough position, But im not giving up for its probaly a test to see who can reach the top of the shelf, Im hoping,praying,talking to my self but even the unique people have to stop think and listen, Its been over a year and it could be 3more, But im in the fight til I win,even if my heart is sore, I will reach her no matter what til I seek the deepest of the inner core, Me....Her....Me....Her....are the only things I need,all four. The sign for the wait to stop has probaly already reached shore, but I have yet to relize it, As I sit and think ... that none of the pieces come together none of the fit. Meaning the sign has had yet to come, Hopfully the equation will relize the sum, So that I can either "let go or hold on. .