Goodbye

03/06/16 Nervous. God please give me the strength to muster up this courage. I'm hurting and I'm angry, I never would've thought my best friend would be the one to pain me and betray me, ME! I'm in love with him because he believed, A trapped tortuous soul that wanted to be set free, Understood, but why pain ME? My heart is on fire, When only his love was what I was trying to acquire, Only his love is what I truly desired. I was down and you brought me up higher, In need of your love, I was dire, And it sucks because I'm not much of a cryer, And now you've made me weak to your narcissistic power. 1,4,3 but I don't think I can do this anymore, My eyes are tired and my heart is sore, The battle for your love was filled with so much gore, And for the safety of my mind I have to close that door, The truth I can no longer ignore, I gave you my love but you wanted more.