Goodbye

The world turned cold that fateful day. A silent response, stifled all I could say. Stuck in a head that's emotionless and crude, I wallow in sorrow, in a dispassionate mood. Self betterment and for the love of it all, I'm trying my dear, I'm standing tall. The days pass, the seconds no faster. A thought so still, I cannot move past her. Happiness from within, is no doubt the way, while shadows consume me, right where I lay. I'm trying, I'm trying, oh God it is me. I'm trying, I'm trying, to know what you see. I'm listening for a future, hoping for a plan. I'm searching the skies, for an angels wingspan. Tell me everything that I want to know, tell me anything that will help me grow. I'm fighting the darkness, I'm fighting the pain. A smile so frightening, a heartbeat does wane. A lovers disgrace, breaking the soul, a loving face, swallowing me whole. Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye my most cherished. Goodbye, goodbye, my songs nearly perished.