God's Garden of Light

I'm having to relearn. how to live my life one day at a time, watching time go by when you left me, my heart went numb so many songs of tomorrow, will never be sung a mother in sorrow, is who I have become my days are empty, the nights are long your voice still lingers, I hear it so plain but I can't touch you, I only feel pain everyone around me, will never know how hard I'm trying but I can't let go for nine months you were inside of me kicking and growing, wanting to be free you were the special one, so gentle and kind something now days, is hard to find your nature was giving to anyone in need never thinking of yourself, you didn't know greed I will never forget you and your special life and one day I will see you in God's garden of light