God, Are You There

God, are you there? Are you there to hear what I am saying? My heart is falling apart with my mind doing the slaying. When I call to you I do not hear your reply. Is there something blocking the reception in the spiritual sky? My thoughts run random I need some control. God, please rescue me, help me up out of this hole. I know what I want to happen in the future. Now I am willing to let you paint that picture. I hope she is somewhere in your art for me. But your will be done for your glory. The present seems so dark and unbearable. With your guidance and strength I find myself useful. Pull down my blinders that block what I can’t see. Help me focus on the gifts you set for me. God, are you there?