Gifted

What would be of my life Without insanity It is this portal that opens at will To massage my feeble mind To understand that the finite Is unreal Ah dreams of colors that never will Invade the pupils Who only see Faded teals I wonder to forget Can never go back To where I left Yet, I return With hope Surrounded by steel Ah craziness in my mind Is this drink that makes My darks just a mixture To this too freaking bright light That irrespective of the entire black matter Growing in galaxies surrounding my life Shines with insistence Refusing to stand still I had to navigate to the darkest sky To understand the type of light That survives any fear And unveils the truth That scares cyclical wheels Craziness is a gift That only sparks when You are real What a dichotomy of facts That the only reality in my chest Is the one that pushes me away from all I was told was the only real Now my errors are adjustments To enforce the persistence of perfection Surrounding my view One day it will be no longer the lie That would glitter with faded dyes The heads of colorless pupils Will they survive? Unsure I made it alive, to never die To forever breath The air that blows me alive Normalizing all my crazy sentencing that foolish sanity To its useless appeal My head exploded too large Excuse my sitting in the promenade Waving with a smile What you still have to one day Reveal as true Just remember to smile Because when it gets dark Only your light can bring you back To whatever perception you decide to Accept Make your real Be steel