Gaslighting Me Part1
rearrange my rep and say I'm acting strangely
while I disappear unseen
out of range from the scene
trying to make sense of the path what drains me
and continue to claim my head and actions are strange
beyond sane and lost of logic
shrugging shoulders at the topic
as though mental damage the answer able to explain
and let it engrain to whom you entertain maintaining
the same message of he's "insane" has a "broke brain" or went "deranged"
avoid voicing my avoidance exists from my annoyance
at your persistent ignorance, ridicule and evident cold blooded attitude to my existence, saying I went mad in an unexplained instant without warning like I took too many drugs and changed from night to morning, and now you're the selfless friend who's lost a friend who meant much more than can be replaced mourning, gaslighting my name in my absent space you two faced
special case embracing the need to disgrace mates to fill and finally feel the first placed podium place while I'm wasting in pain going crazy trying to re-pace what made me this way,
Copyright © Nick Trim | Year Posted 2021
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