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Gaslighting

Gaslighting Your words are etched deep into my skin, They must have hurt, these scars, But you told me they were beautiful, And I believed you. Your accusations have ripped my flesh in, My brain and heart, are stored in your jars, But you said I was safe and beautiful, And I believed you. I am bones in a cage in a rusty bin, I have forgotten my dreams, and the stars, You said they were never beautiful, And I believed you. I am dust, in air spread too thin, I float through the gaps in the bars, I feel the warmth of a spark within, The glimmer of hope from afar, The shimmer of lights that begin To glow, burn, blaze, char, You towered over me, so beautiful, I was so ugly and useless, you see, But I somehow held onto the choice To believe not in you, but in me.

Copyright © | Year Posted 2020




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Date: 4/20/2023 3:36:00 AM
Hi Shay, This is Tanvi from India. I am a small enthusiastic filmmaker and I am making a small video on an aftermath of a messy breakup. I read your poem Gaslighting and it beautifully fits with the theme of my project & I would like to use the poem for the same. Could you please write to me at films.tanvirastogi@gmail.com if you are interested?
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Date: 1/4/2020 9:34:00 PM
Congratulations on your win in Brian Strand’s contest. Hugs Eve
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Shay Mohi
Date: 1/9/2020 6:20:00 PM
Thanks Eve! It has been very encouraging.
Date: 1/3/2020 1:22:00 PM
Congrats on your top win!;)
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Brenda Chiri
Date: 1/4/2020 2:09:00 AM
As well you should my friend! Share away and others will love it too!;)
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Shay Mohi
Date: 1/3/2020 6:49:00 PM
Omg.. Thank you so much Brenda! I didn't even know! I've never shared my writing before, this feels so encouraging!

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