Gaslighting

Gaslighting

Your words are etched deep into my skin,
They must have hurt, these scars,
But you told me they were beautiful, 
And I believed you.

Your accusations have ripped my flesh in,
My brain and heart, are stored in your jars,
But you said I was safe and beautiful,
And I believed you.

I am bones in a cage in a rusty bin,
I have forgotten my dreams, and the stars,
You said they were never beautiful,
And I believed you.

I am dust, in air spread too thin,
I float through the gaps in the bars,
I feel the warmth of a spark within,
The glimmer of hope from afar,
The shimmer of lights that begin
To glow, burn, blaze, char,
You towered over me, so beautiful,
I was so ugly and useless, you see,
But I somehow held onto the choice 
To believe not in you, but in me.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2020

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Rastogi Avatar
April 20, 2023 at 3:36 AM
Hi Shay, This is Tanvi from India. I am a small enthusiastic filmmaker and I am making a small video on an aftermath of a messy breakup. I read your poem Gaslighting and it beautifully fits with the theme of my project & I would like to use the poem for the same. Could you please write to me at [email protected] if you are interested?
Roper Avatar
January 4, 2020 at 9:34 PM
Congratulations on your win in Brian Strand’s contest. Hugs Eve
Mohi Avatar
January 9, 2020 at 6:20 PM
Thanks Eve! It has been very encouraging.
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January 3, 2020 at 1:22 PM
Congrats on your top win!;)
Chiri Avatar
January 4, 2020 at 2:09 AM
As well you should my friend! Share away and others will love it too!;)
Mohi Avatar
January 3, 2020 at 6:49 PM
Omg.. Thank you so much Brenda! I didn't even know! I've never shared my writing before, this feels so encouraging!
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