Fury

Look at what you have done See what came out of joy Twisted from pure happiness To a state of somewhat coy Smiles lasts for awhile Then quickly turns to tears With slight mental breakdowns Followed by mental fears Scenarios of the future Attempted to push away With fueled up visions Of nightmares stuck on play Curled up in blankets Or stretched out in a tub Hiding runny noses and sniffs As my feet gently rub Shaking fingers while typing Running low on normal state Functioning gears stopped turning And all that is left is a headache Sleepless nights Along with worried thoughts Of something happening When I was not up While choking back words A lump forms in my throat Since I do not want to bother The people who care for me the most Take a look at this picture Full of fury from each twist My heart was slightly broken But still slowly being fixed Will I change my ways? You think that I would The same way you met me Sticks to me like glue to wood