Full Moon Queen

Late at night and asleep again Rarely now do I miss my friend Silver light brings that to an end My full moon queen comes to talk to me Come to harvest Come to occupy Only now does she turn away So many years since that fateful day Part of me still wants to see the play That we dropped the curtains on Just a concept Just a phantom I awake with a pounding heart Pounding skull, it's time for the day to start Push the dreams deep inside some part Of my brain to lock away Odd emotions Strange commotions I look outside and I see the shining stars New moon black, I can see so very far An infinite space where my dreams are being marred By a ghost from long ago Whirling memories In this small town Still she comes to see me See me when I'm sleeping She's my full moon queen Only in my dreams Bring me back to 14 Pains me here at 20 She's my full moon queen Still she haunts my dreams Sometimes I sit and wonder why Things have gone wrong and tried to die Is there anything left for I? Come show me, light my way The snow has melted here for years And I'm still living all my fears The summer hail gives way to tears Come show me, light my way I'm stronger than I used to be Living on my own, it's only me And my lover, a similarity Come show me, light my way To save me, I now create a Queen A concept of perfection in between Suicide and the innocence of my teens Come show me, light my way