Frozen To Be Forgotten

Every single day I climb out of my hole Pretend that every thing is ok When I just want to crawl back into it Time, money ,a roof ,food All those things forgotten because life takes hold.I always feel obligated and give too much.Only on someone mind when needed because she never says no.No invite to to parks or shows,just left inside the gilded cage till needed to cash in.when all dried out left to struggle with her own self loathing and abandoned and always on the back burner.