Freak On a Leash

Broken, abused.
Yet craving the pain.
Afraid to leave
I'm on a chain.

So shattered and ripped
in my heart.
Numbing pain 
I can't depart.

Craving disaster
I cannot dwell.
Wanting blood 
To drip a trail

Craving to see
Crimson red.
Amid reality
That i dread.

People may think
That I'm a freak.
But the truth:
I'm a freak on a leash.

I am bound 
To my pain.
Hurt is all
There is to gain.

Numb in heart
And mind and soul.
Yet here i am
I cannot go.

So here i wait:
reality appear.
Yet it feels 
I'll disappear.


©2009 ~FR34K0N4L345H33
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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