Forsaken Lies

Cold and stormy nights i face living with these lies everyday, I can never look u in the eyes because then will pour out all those lies, I love u yes and thats the truth but wat am i to think of u, Is this just commen im a guy does every dude just live to lie!?! Should i just stay becaue there is no hope? will i be forever stuck in this hole, Wat more is there for me to face to keep the forsaken pain away? Or should i turn and walk away with nothing left to ever say..