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Forgot Who I Was

I walk like a secret the world used to know
A hush in my heart where the sunlight won’t go
I smile out of habit, not out of light
And dream in grayscale when i used to dream bright

I’m stitched from thunder and stories half-told
Soft in my silence, but fierce in my hold
I carry a grief that has no clear name
Just echoes and ghosts and a flicker of flame

People ask “What’s wrong?” when it’s what I can’t grasp 
But how do i trace something lost in the gap?
When I’m part of the room but not in my skin
And I  miss who I was, but don’t know where I’ve been

So i whisper to shadows, letting moonlight confess
And wear all my longing like a velvet dress
I’m not broken, just paused, like breath held too long
A verse without rhythm, a beat without song

But there’s beauty in drifting, in being unsure
In the quiet before I  remember my core
And even if now I’m more silence than sound
Im not truly lost just waiting…to be found

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Date: 8/5/2025 4:45:00 AM
Wow, Brenda—this is stunning. Every line carries both ache and strength. “I’m stitched from thunder and stories half-told”—just gorgeous. You’ve captured that liminal space of not-quite-lost but not-quite-home so beautifully. Thank you for this.
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Brenda Chiri
Date: 8/6/2025 12:16:00 PM
Thank you Rowena appreciate the comment!:)
Date: 8/2/2025 9:13:00 PM
Magnificence, thy new name is 'Forgot Who I Was,' by Brenda Chiri. Remarkably resonant, Brenda. Bravo, Gershon
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Brenda Chiri
Date: 8/6/2025 12:17:00 PM
Ahh thank you Gershon !;)
Date: 7/29/2025 12:41:00 AM
Brenda, Upright and relieved, the place for those who forget but never knew... Poet missed in the lost and found. I'm glad you're you. -Richard
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Brenda Chiri
Date: 7/31/2025 3:28:00 AM
Why thank you so much! It’s good to be back!;)
Date: 7/28/2025 4:41:00 PM
This is poignant and telling. A love sought to end all loves. May it be delivered to you on a silver platter, BC. :o)
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Brenda Chiri
Date: 7/28/2025 10:07:00 PM
Arlo you are too kind my friend!;)

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