Forgiveness Without Revenge

for that one if all is said and done if ur heart is where u say then im forever yours, for u to take my life, had made me that way cause of all the put down this world played i was strong for awhile i fell weak and i strayed for this, i can hardly take for many days and nights i have felt soo much pain my sins have torchered finding my strength ive fought and ive prayed i can only hope that u can fully forgive me without any revenge provoked the thought of it kills me