Forget

Why is the life I live so bad, so hateful. so painstricklen, I'm going mad. I really do not know what I feel inside, it feels like life and death will collide. I'm not sure what this really means, I can always sleep, but I dare to dream. Inside thoughts are so slow, I'm not sure which path to take or even go. My heart beats so rapid and so fast, I live for tomorrow, but cannot forget the past. Life was so easy as a child, no worries to put it mild. This life that I live is only day to day. does anyone understand what I mean or even say? The past is filled with truth and lies. Nobody really cares if I die. People always remember the past this I bet. For I feel it's time I learn to forget.