Forever Meant Never

I dreamed that I was here happy, Happy like we were before, For a moment I saw you here happy, You were walking back through our front door, Now you seem so far away I told you to leave then begged you to stay. I cant go on living with out you, Not even for one more day, How can I go on living? When the best part of me dies. I believed you when you said you loved me, Then you left with out saying goodbye. To truly love is to love forever, You were my heart, my soul, my life, But to you forever meant never, Now the loneliness comes by night. Behind these blue eyes, I silently cry, This pain, this hurt Just wont subside, When I look at myself in the mirror My reflection is so hard to see, You point out every imperfection, Why couldn't she just let us be. When you left, you left me empty, and cold, You couldn't know how bad it felt, Your happy now, or so im told I loved you more than life it self. When im dead in a grave will you say you loved me? If I look up will I see the flowers you left above me, You promised you'd love me forever, But to you forever just meant never.